Wednesday, March 08, 2006

at a loss

never felt this way before..don't know whats on my mind? debating with myself everyday ..
i thought about the story of the blue rose today...i spoke to myself and asked if the blue rose actually existed or was it just a make belief....i wondered ,i dreamt..i knew one thing i loved my work to its core..thos kids were my world its in their smile that i found my true self...i don't want to find answers..don't even want to try...cos i know...........or do i? why the dilemna?what happened to the ever certain me...

3 Comments:

Blogger Sujit said...

At times even the most confidence person stumbles... the reasons could be any.. it does happen and at that time we need to stand and work on that.. to get more confident about your decision or about what we believe..!!! don;t you think so?

12:09 AM  
Blogger niddlesriddles said...

*i don't want to find answers..don't even want to try*

:) guess sumtimes itz just easy to just stop pushin our brainz to search for correct answerz! n actually we find the correct one as soon as we stop thinking! now izn't that amazing! n sumtimes cud be irritating!! but guess yet again - itz Life! *whoppie* it really makes us jump n think!

4:50 PM  
Blogger AnoN_Sol said...

i may be late divs for this but...

there comes a time in everyones life when trying is just too hard a thing to do. i have often seen when u try tooo hard, we want answers with the speed that is in proportion to our efforts. but like u said trying is like a blue rose...the story of the blu rose which in itself is a mirage. here is an interesting thot...we keep trying rite. try and try but what if the circumstances we keep trying in keep changing. the basis of our existence changes so dramatically sometimes that all u wanna do is give up and go into a cocoon rite. but i have seen n learnt...that expecting our basis to be same is fool hardy since things change..its that simple. so trying now has a new dimension to it...its called managing variability. think of it...u r not trying..u r just gettin by. atleast i think i just get by with all the stuff that is happening around me and inside me.

but take care..n don't stop smiling..:)

2:28 PM  

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