why is it that when one person leaves it changes your entire world? suddenly nothing seems right!! every smile seems like a mistake and tears fill your eyes however you evade them..
i must gather the courage to move on but with every passing moment i become weaker and surrender to the absence of my friend, philosopher and guide.. I look forward to spending time at the NICU ...the babies that seem to understand my silence ..and the joy that this is the place where you had taught me so much...people think i am weird for who can find satisfaction in the silence of the nicu or should i say in the beeps of the nicu but...a little hope is all one needs to keep going and i have faith in tomorrow...