me again

i say it often that i miss you all but what i don't say is that its something that makes me happy its the happy memories that are my never ending source of energy..
they say we move on and build our own new circle..i did too...lots of new people almost a whole new family and yet the old days continue to live,sometimes it feels like its an alternate future..its existence is so real and at others i know its too far behind its so distant that it seems like a bubble and if i touch it with reality it will burst!!
but amidst all this in me is a little ray of hope a little desire to smile on and on..i look at the universe and say beat me to it and i will still give you happiness in return!!