unknown sentiments!

it was weird how in a moment the emotions that had surrounded me unknowingly 4 years back became obvious .. when i had moved to New York 4 years back so much was happening that in the act of dealing with it i had even cut off my feelings from reacting to the facts!! and at that moment when cornered about how i had felt and how could i have not dreaded it i realised that unaware i had fought that battle without hesitation... God does give us our defenses!! or as Richard Bach says we are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it come true!