conversation with God

if i received a phone call from God what would i ask him? I would ask him for forgiveness for being "me" ...i would ask him for answers that i have been looking for ....i would ask him for serenity so i can rest in peace and for a friend who could understand my silence...i would ask him to give me energy to gift more smiles and to heal more children....but above all i would ask him"why?" and i am sure "He" would have an answer...

poetry after ages

Pain that doesn’t hurt anymore
silence that vibrates through my soul
Dreams that have lost color
A Life synonymous to solitude
Surrenderto me is now second nature
Destiny ; u win again
But then …a little ray
Brings back the warmth
I grip it tighter
I cry out in fear
“my friend is all I have
never take her away”

far far away

in a land far far away dreams turn into reality..but i don't have an address..or have i just lost my way? a journey that has no destination, i travel on and on not know in where i am headed ..every time i pause and wonder why? what? where? just questions...and solitude..and fear..why?