hmmm...

the next time i get a blood test done..my report is going to say"high levels of orange juice"
its funny but its true...we haven't shifted into our new apartment so we haven't started cooking n are surviving on ...well as that joke says there are 4 categories of food canned ,frozen,eat out and take away...
life in the big apple is looking brighter..getting to learn alot ..and every moment seems to be a lesson in itself..
but i must say the world is a great place there really are alot of good people out there u just have to have faith and find them...
"learn to accept what the great Lord sends be it bitter or sweer for God knows best what makes life complete"

rediscovering home

the world moves around me...there is so much to do,so much to accomplish so much to cherish but my thoughts are in a land far away ...they are where i belong-at home.
i smile ..i know i am happy,i know my dreams are coming true but i confess i miss home..
but its amazing how in a land so far away u still feel at home thanks to an amazing family and great friends...
signed the contract for our apartment its time to rebuild a beautiful happy world its time to rediscover a "home"...i am excited...lets see what tomorrow brings my way...

a new beginning..

And so it began...
When I finally got my passport with visa back I felt like my whole world was about to vanish I knew I had finally made it to my dream but I also knew I was about to lose almost everything I valued in life other than my work. I cried for it was tough to leave behind a family a home and move on...but...
The journey was long and tiring the 5 hours in Vienna seemed endless but my new resolve helped me discover a new world I met a few people and quite unlike my usual self I went up to them and initiated conversation. The introvert life was now over I knew that from now on I had to carve out a niche for my self and living in my own little world would not do. When I stepped out of the airport at new York, one half of me wanted to run back in buy a return ticket and forget about the future the other half of me was full of energy and enthusiasm all set to begin a new life a new journey....I don’t know if the latter half won the battle in my mind but the first one did not.
The very next day I reached the residence halls at Brooklyn carrying my little back pack my suitcase and my dreams. Having romal was a blessing she guided me through the day but at the same time also allowed me to go discover things for myself. It was a pleasure to meet the residents and the chiefs who were so helpful. As I attended NALS I felt so wonderful yes its true I was meant to be here to be a part of all this and I had finally reached .... intubating the dummy was so much joy I felt a great sense of achievement and thus took my first step towards becoming a peds resident................................. but I do miss home...I always will...

its the way you look at life that matters 

memories

kal rahe ya na rahe hum...kal yaad aayenge ye pal..
beautiful lines ..and so true time may not stand still forever but yes the memories will live on..
forever

just a thought

It's not the presence of someone that brings meaning to life but its the way someone touches your life which gives it a beautiful meaning..(don't worry that wasn't me getting emotional it was a sms i received)..

finally..

i passed step 3...yipeee......
its almost time to pack my bags ...and start my journey..wonder how my new life is going to be..
sometimes the thought of leaving the security of home gives m a panic attack..(well almost)
but lets hope all goes well...faith after all is strnegth ...

central park