evening to remember

when the sun finally appeared, me and my friend decided to spend an evening together at union square-walk around, talk and grab a meal and of course not to forget icecream. it feels so special to be with friends..i know that my friends are leaving....thats life- it goes on!! i wonder when will it pause...it keeps taking people far away and i keep insisting that however far they may be i'll keep them close in my thoughts......

18 and i am coutning

"Turn your focus inward today. You've been spending a lot of time on the trials and tribulations of your friends, at the expense of dealing with your own issues -- and these issues aren't going to go away on their own."
that was my horoscope for the day..do i believe it? i don't know but its true i have been surrounded by questions and spendin the day with myself did help ..it started with me not feeling well...i don't know if it was just me not up to facing the world or was it really that inflamed wisdom tooth botherin me???
but as i finally did snuggle out my comforter and took a grip on my life as i cleaned ,cooked and did laundry i began to discover the real "me" who still had the spirit to be there for people irrespective of the pain i had felt and the number of times i had returned hurt...its true i am still the same person..."luckily for me"

21 days

as the sun sets over the horizon; the lights over the verrazano become visible from my little window...beautiful and soothing..there are some things that give me company in my silence and this bridge is one of them...its the bridge that connects the silence to the world..
anyways 21 days to go..n i am counting..

22 days

its true its always so difficult to put into words what is on our mind?? am i angry or furstrated i do not know!! i know i go into these moods rarely and i also know that i come out stronger ..so i guess its just a matter of time...and the smile will return for nothing can really upset the queen of optimism!! right??

bad day

a bad day!! and nobody to share it with!! why??

the countdown has begun

every morning i wake up and count days ...25 more to go and then it'll be time to go home..yipee!!
hoooooooorray!!!!!!!!
can't wait to land in delhi...

just a thought

looking back

there are moments which just seem to freeze in our memory..small conversations that echo for years...on a sunday morning without a cup of coffee..i look back today and cherish the sweetness of my past ..i want to reach out to some of those moments and feel the warmth again but as they say time..............alas!!!

:)

a few words of affection and concern and the world shines brighter...its a friday evening i sit surrounded by my thoughts and a smile appears..even amidst this emptiness i feel complete ..the joy of going home fills my heart....and all seems bright again..