the never ending journey

the journey continues, in pursuit of the unknown..i have always gifted joy; today i stand at cross roads hoping somebidy will pass by and smile...without a grudge i have gifted smiles and today i stand in silence hoping somebody will pause for just a moment and wipe the tears....

DARE!!

dare to dream, dare to smile!! when everything seems wrong and all you have ever believed in is falling apart..dare to smile!! ..dare to dream!!

As I walked home tired and defeated why did I feel so lost and defeated I had no clue. There are days when one wakes up to the realization that you are an immigrant when a stranger yells at you and you are left with an eery feeling, the realization that this is not your own world dawns and an emptiness fills your world. This was undoubtedly one of those days. How a driving lesson instructor made me feel humiliated and hurt, little does he know how I am struggling to carve a niche for myself.
2 months later-
life has changed going home and having my parents around filled color in the emptiness, even the chill in the weather filled my heart with joy –but why is there an aura of fear why is there a silence that I wish to surrender to. Life takes us through it all but as they say in the end all is well!! So I guess its to early to give up ..got to move on..