rediscovering ME

Back in NY ..its time to rediscover myself and my life..i drove around for 40 min after i reached home, simply because i was uncertain about where i was heading... i was searching for something and i had no clue where i would find it..
i avoided the thought all day..ran away from it and as i walked out of work it hit me in my face..it looked at me eye to eye and said "where have you been hiding?"
once upon a time in a land far far away there was a little girl who believed in fairy tales...today years later she just needs to believe again...!!

IF...

don't know why on a completely perfect monday evening..i am thinking about that poem again.as i search for answers within..i sit here and wonder if you send out a random question to the universe? does the world answer it? does some human or supernatural power reach out and address your doubts?? 

i am in delhi, a perfect state of happiness surrounds me..mummy and papa and my little brother give me the world...and there is an extended family that accepts me as i am..they complain about my appetite and me losing weight but thats all...i have returned after a year and so much has changed and yet it feels just like home...the magic hasn't changed...

somebody asked me once if i was crazy about Delhi? and i said no i just love it because its home but now years later i know i am crazy about it..

if...i really need to read that poem today!!